so now... this is Christmas, so what?

Today i would wake up late, unwilling, tired and already bored
so fucked up since the very begining of the day
remembering so pathetic the days are through and done
but still there, staring me from my soul

but today it was kinda different
i woke up and put on me some cologne
new jeans on and happily and surprisingly even for myself
it was quarter to eight in the morning
so alive, so light i was walking down station

i'm 20, sorry... 21 (not got used to) and the whole year that's passing and lefting us behind
was so fucking.. yeah guys: AWESOME
i can proudly say i've evolved
i accepted finished issues and others i say'em goodbyes
i brought back loved forgotten people but
the most important myself...

i believed finally that i'm there cuz i deserve it
and after that i had my own group
love my pupils, love my job


i met incredible people
and i met cool stuff
so... i was similing sitting watching my plate
scrabbled eggs
bacon
hot cakes
smashed beans
sausages

i took my paper
and i was conscious i'm so lucky
i saw shattered glass
and i've got seven lifes bitches!!!!
i'm not dead!!!!

then they called my number
i was shocked
i won
i got a home theater

i'm so lucky
i'm so lucky for the first time in x.mas
now the luck is sitting next to me giggling steadyly with me
and it doesnt want to go

i deserve it people
and you all too
and yeah
i'm gonna spit it:

happy christmas for everyone